A Beautiful Struggle...


18. I am recovering from bulimia and restrictive eating tendencies. Most days are a struggle for me to try to remember how to eat normally. At any given moment, my disordered thoughts and my recovering thoughts are at war inside my head.
I was doing really well but I think I'm on the verge of relapse. I am pro-whatever makes you happy. Vegetarian; wannabe vegan Ask me simply anything. Diary posts etc. are in my personal section.
5'9, CW: 128. UGW: 112
Progblog: (ask for the pass!) thisismystruggleprog.tumblr.com


18. I am recovering from bulimia and restrictive eating tendencies. Most days are a struggle for me to try to remember how to eat normally. At any given moment, my disordered thoughts and my recovering thoughts are at war inside my head.
I was doing really well but I think I'm on the verge of relapse. I am pro-whatever makes you happy. Vegetarian; wannabe vegan Ask me simply anything. Diary posts etc. are in my personal section.
5'9, CW: 128. UGW: 112
Progblog: (ask for the pass!) thisismystruggleprog.tumblr.com

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  • Just spent the last seven hours in the emergency room

    For suicidal idealizing 

    They let me out though

    I can’t fucking do this shit any more

    I want to die more now than I did before.

    I don’t even know where to go from here.

    • June 13, 2012 (9:37 pm)
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    • #personal
    1. secondapossibilita said: There’s a reason you’re still alive. You are valuable, you have multiple talents, purposes. But how will you ever discover them if you don’t live to? Times may be hard now but it won’t last forever. Your day is coming; Don’t leave it hanging.
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