18. I am recovering from bulimia and restrictive eating tendencies. Most days are a struggle for me to try to remember how to eat normally. At any given moment, my disordered thoughts and my recovering thoughts are at war inside my head. I was doing really well but I think I’m on the verge of relapse. I am pro-whatever makes you happy. Vegetarian; wannabe vegan Ask me simply anything. Diary posts etc. are in my personal section. 5’9, CW: 128. UGW: 112 Progblog: (ask for the pass!) thisismystruggleprog.tumblr.com Tumblr (3.0; @thisisabeautifulstruggle)http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fd683664c14c07cf57cd99eff1eb970b/tumblr_mgjc71SPs31qlnm1wo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/45589562521http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/45589562521Sun, 17 Mar 2013 09:37:24 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkmfszhk3H1qfc5mvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/36935678935http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/36935678935Fri, 30 Nov 2012 23:13:45 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m92wool9xQ1r5fm99o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410894874http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410894874Wed, 12 Sep 2012 13:14:49 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma82glcJj01rvgizso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410892986http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410892986Wed, 12 Sep 2012 13:14:47 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8s3fwbRBS1qceuw4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://sleepypsychedelia.tumblr.com/post/31409844048" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">sleepypsychedelia</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://www.eso.org/public/images/eso0142b/" target="_blank">Messier 16</a></p></blockquote>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410044353http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410044353Wed, 12 Sep 2012 12:57:30 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8g5gvRAg41qmiz08o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410034223http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31410034223Wed, 12 Sep 2012 12:57:17 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lppkuy7G5Y1qbmqg2o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31409971973http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/31409971973Wed, 12 Sep 2012 12:55:55 -0600<p><span>The Aurora shootings last night were about half an hour away from my house.  I was in Aurora just a couple weeks ago. I keep tearing up when I see the news. My heart goes out to the victims of that senseless and horrific crime. I’m in disbelief that something so awful could happen here. I’m praying that those who were injured may stay strong and fight for their lives and that those who were lost are at peace now. I’m so sad for the family and friends of those who were affected.</span></p>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27677686127http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27677686127Fri, 20 Jul 2012 22:38:18 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m52mnx2gVv1rn941qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27677673272http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27677673272Fri, 20 Jul 2012 22:38:05 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4eg899HGB1qez43mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27675009214http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27675009214Fri, 20 Jul 2012 21:56:49 -0600<p>I know I haven&#8217;t been on in a while but there&#8217;s nothing to report.</p> <p>Still emotionally numb.</p> <p>Still isolating myself.</p> <p>Still getting fatter and fatter.</p> <p>Nothing new.</p>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456887303http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456887303Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:22:43 -0600personal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6fxb4D1Zf1rt2sw0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456801122http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456801122Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:21:28 -0600<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://hippeaux.tumblr.com/post/26314806164/today-is-fat-day-yesterday-was-fat-day-tomorrow" target="_blank">hippeaux</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>today is fat day</p> <p>yesterday was fat day</p> <p>tomorrow will be fat day</p> <p>everyday is fat day</p> </blockquote>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456701395http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456701395Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:20:02 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0lfh6gozQ1qatbkeo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://myselfinwonderland.tumblr.com/post/27456380782" target="_blank">myselfinwonderland</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Marloes Horst</p> </blockquote>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456658712http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456658712Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:19:24 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5fwbzKWaI1qcudx1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://myselfinwonderland.tumblr.com/post/27456423549" target="_blank">myselfinwonderland</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Claudia Shiffer</p> </blockquote>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456632732http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456632732Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:19:02 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7c571alQN1r9kdxpo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456611827http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456611827Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:18:43 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1jx641OGr1qztdbbo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456600219http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/27456600219Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:18:33 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6yz43z3vS1ryhaapo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/26952914736http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/26952914736Tue, 10 Jul 2012 21:21:56 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4jmu5UZ301qlt6o3o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://elisebrown.tumblr.com/post/23686469844/by-abanna" target="_blank">elisebrown</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>by <a class="u" href="http://abanna.deviantart.com/" target="_blank">Abanna</a></p> </blockquote>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/26952384119http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/26952384119Tue, 10 Jul 2012 21:14:14 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m043xpyfgj1ro2476o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/26952309380http://thisisabeautifulstruggle.tumblr.com/post/26952309380Tue, 10 Jul 2012 21:13:10 -0600